February 2011
At the 'I miss you' stage
We don’t get to talk like we used to. Maybe that’s a good thing. I mean if we were to talk the way we did, it would probably make this situation a lot more difficult than it needs to be. But there’s never a day that I don’t miss you. And there’s never a day I don’t think about you. Some days, I’m okay with us not talking. It gives us time to think and to look around. Then there are days where...
Valentines
You think complaining that you never had a Valentine before will help change that? I think not. So help us all. Stop complaining and if you’re still dying to have one, just ask someone.
January 2011
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Him: Why are you taking all your time to set up a surprise for my birthday? .. Besides the fact that it's my birthday.
Me: Because it's the day you were born. Without that day.... well, I wouldn't have met you and that's something that I want to celebrate; your existence.
Him: My existence is only a mere fraction of your life.
Missing you
I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when I lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent...
Perfection
Congratulations, you found out I wasn’t perfect. Would you like an award for that? Yes, I have a messed up past. I’ve done stuff that I’m not proud of. But who doesn’t? School didn’t mean a thing to me. I’ve tried stuff that I shouldn’t have even thought of doing. I was dumb, naive, and just flat out stupid. Trust me, you can’t call me anything I haven’t already called myself.
But you...
Attached
I dislike growing attached to something or someone, because once I grow attached to them. It’s hard for me to be removed.
Call it jealousy but I'm scared of competition.
I always end up thinking “Why did I do that?”
Note to self: Look before you leap.
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You're so sad.... Maybe you should buy a happy...
blackvelvetkisses asked: You are gorgeous <3
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Shit that was close... I almost gave a fuck.
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I hate you.
I hate you.
Confused
My thoughts are so jumbled that I can’t even seem to write them down. It’s not that I’m thinking too much, it’s that what I’m thinking about is so complex that it all seems so complicated. I have so many questions, and I get very few answers. Sometimes, I wish I could just look into my future and see what the outcome of my choices will be; But I can’t. I’m just going to have to trust how I...
The past few days all I’ve been thinking of was you. Like how much I miss you and how close we used to be, texting each other everyday. But I’m really glad that we’re still friends throughout everything we’ve been through together. Late nights lead to reminesing.
The happiest feeling is when you're about to look...
I learned very early in life that I was always...
Constant reminder
The only person who’s going to be there for me 100% until the very end, is me. Throughout the years, I’ve grown dependent on the company of other people to keep me contented. But I’ve come to realize that people change, come and go, and even the most unexpected people will do you wrong. The only person you will ever need to satisfy is yourself because others won’t always do it for you.
Opposites attract, but the similarities keep...
It’s official, I’m falling way too hard for you.
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Formspring →
Taking a study break so…. ask away! Tell me about your day or anything. Vent to me through anonymous. I’m really lonely on Formspring :( LOL
Best thing that’s ever happened to me.
I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you, how good you look when you smile, how much I love your laugh. I daydream about you off and on, replaying our conversations, laughing at funny things you said or did. I’ve memorized your face and the way you look at me. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagined. I wonder what will happen the next time we’re together. And even...
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Second best
That’s what I am. Always second best. In the end, it’s always the pretty one. The richer one. The smarter one. The experienced one. The influential one. The better one.
I’m not smart enough. My vocabulary hasn’t expanded enough. I’m not skinny enough.My writing skills are mediocre. My speech pattern and public speaking skills are elementary. And no matter how hard I try to succeed,...
I see my path, but I don’t know where it leads. Not knowing where I’m going is what inspires me to travel it.
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How I see ‘I love you’
Ily: I like you a lot, but not to the ‘love’ extent yet. Love you: I do but I don’t at the same time. I love you: Trust me. I mean it.
Everything you do is super duper cute.
aysis:
this makes me miss him ;_;
ok
god im...
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Can exes really ever be “just friends”?
I don’t think it truly works. If you’ve already developed feelings for one another, acted upon them and then the relationship just ended, how can you really be “just friends”? That’s like saying the world is square. You’re denying yourself the truth.
If the relationship ends, you have to accept that things can’t go back to how it was before. It’s best for both to just say goodbye because if...
I sit and press rewind and watch us every night. Want to pause it but I can’t make it stay.
I can’t miss you more
My mind won’t let me forget you and my hands are still wanting to hold you. Don’t you get it? I want you, because needing you is so unnecessary.
Forced to bottle it up, cause I’m the person to...
Ruining someone’s life won’t make yours any...
Calling someone fat won’t make you any skinner. Calling someone ugly won’t make you any prettier. Calling someone stupid doesn’t make you any smarter. Calling someone weak won’t make you any stronger. Calling someone fake doesn’t make you any more real.
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The hurt began to fade and it was easier to just let go. At least I thought it was. But every boy I met in the next several months, I found myself looking for you.. When the feelings got too strong I’d write you another letter. But I never sent them. By then, you’d gone on with your life and I didn’t want to think about you loving someone else. I wanted to remember us like we were that summer...
Why don’t we hit restart, and pause it at our favorite parts?
We’ll skip the goodbyes.
So did every other generation.
People always say that our generation is filled with liars, thieves, posers, pseudo intellects, pessimists, haters, idiots, people who talk out of their ass, etc. Stop complaining, so did every other generation before ours. I guarantee you they’ll be there in generations to follow. It’s all part of the circle of life.
Along with the negative comes the positive. Our generation is filled ...
Stop
If you’re sad about not having a significant other, stop putting yourself in situations that make you want one even more.
Stop all the excessive re-blogging about relationships and instead re-blog something that makes you want to laugh. Stop whining about how lonely you are, and start whining about stuff that matter. Stop staring at couples as they walk pass you and try staring at the board in...
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I built it up just to have it come falling down.
You have crossed the line and there’s no way I am ever coming back. You’ve turned into someone I completely do not know anymore. You’re just a mere stranger to me and I don’t think I can ever forgive, let alone forget what you’ve done to me. I wasted all this time to build something, but now I end up with nothing. Nothing but wishful thinking, but everything took a turn. Who do you turn...
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Inevitable
Boy meets Girl → Talk → Friends → Late night phone calls → Close friends → Second thoughts → Dates → Boyfriend/Girlfriend → Complications → Break up → Never talk again
I’m sure it’s happened to you atleast once and if it hasn’t, then it’s bound to. It’s inevitable. Except you know when you meet that person where you know that you’d be better off as friends than lovers because you don’t want...
Emotional Baggage
There’s a difference between listening to someone’s problems and being there for them, but then there’s also handling their emotional baggage. It’s hard enough trying to comfort someone. Their pain transfers into your own system, causing yourself to feel the pain they’re going through too. Sometimes, the other person don’t realize that the listener is also having trouble handling their ...
paopaoguy asked: Happy 2 year <3
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It’s pretty pathetic that you have more opinions...
I still cant understand why Im so unbelievably...