January 2011
Anonymous asked: you try to hard to get guys to notice you
December 2010
More than words.
For the past few days I’ve been trying to figure out what to do to get through to you. I’ve trying to find the words to tell you how much I love you, how much I miss you. But I feel as though words aren’t enough. I want to show you, but I can’t. Because you’re not here and I wish that you were.
If it still hurts, then you still care.
If that’s the case, I’m going to care forever. This wound won’t seem to heal. Nothing will help. I’ve done it all. From trying to talk to other people, keeping busy, acting as if I didn’t have a care in the world. But at the end of the night, when I closed my eyes, all I saw was you.
Do I love you? Always. Do I care? Forever. That will never change. But one thing has. The fact that I’m not...
Radar, radar, (s)he’s almost over you!
That’s what their sub-conscience tells them, I’m convinced. As soon as I get to that point, you come back. Every single time. It never fails. We’ve been through this one too many times. The question is, why?
Why do we always find a way to come back to each other? You call it quits, I come looking for you. I call it quits, you come looking for me. Why? Why can’t we just let go? Joe Budden...
Tired. I’m so tired. I’m so tired that I don’t even think that fully explains how I feel. Maybe I’m exhausted. Yeah, exhausted. Mentally. Physically. Emotionally. Spiritually. I feel like I’m breaking down. I feel like I’m falling apart. I’m so tired. But I can’t catch a break. The moment I rest my head, something comes and wakes me up. Basically reminding me that it’s not over. I just want...
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Just remember that before anyone thought you were anything, I saw you as everything.
Dear You,
You’re still important to me and I still care about you. Hell, I guess you can say that I love you still. I miss you and I miss those days when we were together. I miss being with you and I just want to think that you miss me too. You’re my favorite memory.
Sincerly, Me
The heavy feeling is back in my chest and I can feel my throat tightening. It’s a struggle to keep you out of my head when everything reminds me of you. And I’m just sitting here, wondering if you miss me too, wondering if I’ve even crossed your mind at all today. Because I don’t want to miss you, if you’re not missing me.
This world is bipolar. Beautiful for some, for...
And here I go again.
Sitting up late at night while these thoughts consume my brain. And here I go over-analyzing, over-thinking every single little detail. Why can’t I just let things be and go with the flow? I complicate the most simplest of things. I guess that when there are feelings involved, it’s just human nature to over-analyze and over-think things. But at the same time, it’s these same thoughts that’ll...
Sleep is no friend to me anymore. Instead, I lie awake with thoughts of you filling my head. I try and find distractions, anything to keep my mind off of you. And it works for a little while. When it stops working, I’m back to square one. Then the pain settles in when I can no longer find something to distract me. It’s the heavy feeling in my chest, the tightening of my throat, and the tears...
You, you, you.
Only once in your life I believe that you’ll find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and actually want to hear more. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day, but...
These past three days have been the longest and hardest days of trying not to talk to you. I have to fill my day with a lot of distractions just so I don’t think of you or check my phone. It’s sad that when I do check my phone, I still look for your name in my missed calls list or in my unread texts. I know I’m not going to see it, but I still look anyway. I can’t stand not talking to you. I...
Anonymous asked: are u and isaiah still going out? do u guys like eachother? and do u like someone else if u don't like isaiah anymore?
Anonymous asked: are u and isaiah still going out? do u guys like eachother? and do u like someone else if u don't like isaiah anymore?
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If only...
I wish I could gather up the courage and approach you and introduce myself, instead of glancing at you from a distance and wondering.
My name isn't a dick, so keep it out of your...
Erase you
Right now I would love nothing more than to erase and forget you. I hate this roller coaster we have going on. I hate the mixed signals. I hate that your actions don’t always match your words. But despite the bullshit, the fighting, the tears, and the drama I still think of all the good times we had. I’m not sure if the good outweighs the bad, but that’s what I choose to remember. But it’s...
Technology
I sometimes wish technology wasn’t advanced. Why is it that 40 years ago people were smarter? People were more encouraged to invent, think, work, and study. Our generation is lazy to do those things, that we rely on other people to do things for us. We rely on the technology that those people have made for us a long time ago. For example, why do people cheat so much in school? Well, now we ...
Money is a must, but not a priority.
In the future, when I’m stable and have a family, I am actually going to care about what my husband’s career is. It’s not because I’m at gold digger status and I’m just looking forward to materialistic things to get myself, but because I want to be able to provide my kids what they want. I just want the both of us to be able to make enough to put food on the table, have a normal sized decent...
“I noticed you noticing me, and I just wanted to put you on notice that I noticed...”
– Fresh Prince
Just because he’s a gentleman doesn’t mean he’s...
If we're together,
I don’t intend on sharing you. I want every single part, emotion, piece, bone, fiber, feeling, fragment, mood, vibe you can possibly give to me. Sure call it selfish, but I plan on giving you my all. So why should I expect anything less from you?
For the past hour I’ve been sitting here. Typing, backspacing, writing, erasing, editing, revising. And I just want you to know; pouring my heart out to you isn’t easy.
I’m growing up
When I was younger, I would judge people by how they look. I wouldn’t have the intention of talking to you if you were ugly. I held grudges, and I was stubborn. I dressed just to fit in, and I was always too vulnerable to what people thought of me. I was easy to get to. I fell too easily as well.
But now, now that I’ve finally came to realization. Nothing matters to me. If you have a...
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Best thing that's ever happened to me.
I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you, how good you look when you smile, how much I love your laugh. I daydream about you off and on, replaying our conversations, laughing at funny things you said or did. I’ve memorized your face and the way you look at me. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagined. I wonder what will happen the next time we’re together. And even though...
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2011, here I come.
Another 12 months, 52 weeks, 365 days, 8,760 hours, 52,600 minutes 3,153,600 seconds of struggle, growth, progress and experience.
For the first time in a long time I’ve found...
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My type of guy
If that guy has his own mindset, the ability to make me laugh, has decent looks, knows his manners, and we have chemistry, I can guarantee he’s the type of guy I want. If we have things in common then it’s a bonus. If he knows how to hold me down, sticks with me throughout my bipolar rampage, loves me unconditionally, then he’s a must.
There’s no other feeling in the world like knowing that he could be with any girl in the entire world, but he chooses to be with you.
Dreaming With a Broken Heart vs. When I’m...
So many thoughts occupy my mind
But I can’t seem to put them into words that make sense to anyone else but me. So I’ll keep it to myself until I can find the words fitting enough to fully express the way that I feel and what I think.
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